The Endless Bitter Journey

When we left the court room, I turned my face away from my girlfriend to show the people around us as if I was disappointed about the court decision and walked to my car without paying attention to her. Truly speaking, that day was an unforgettable day for the rest of my life. Because of that case, I became sandwich between my job and girlfriend. The risk I took and the role I played to bring the outcome of the case to happen that way and the action I took was never attempted and even was unthinkable in the history of mankind.

Ever since I began struggling with military government directly and indirectly to be discharged from the force, the road I traveled on was the dangerous and might made my life miserable or could end my life. And yet amazingly, I put every problem under my control. For some reason, there was no time I recall that I kneeled down for every obstacle that was on my way. And also, there was no time that I remember that I was free from problems in my lifetime as if I was born for it. It was not because of that I had especial power to avoid problems out of my way, but it was because of that my dear Lord is by my side and keeps me under his shadow and removes all the obstacles out of my way. With the grace of my God, I have been pulled out of the grave and kept me alive to testify his miracles to the people.