Screwed Up

Death. It's an amazing word if you think of it. Death. The way how people think death is some crazy, scary thing, but for me? It's somehow not. A word like that thrills my life, and somehow I wanna learn more about that word. Since I'm talking about death, you might think that I'm some crazy, psychopath that's depressed. Yeah, well I'm not. Or maybe I am. Who knows. Some people say I'm depressed, some people say I'm crazy and some people just think I'm screwed up. But hey, it's the thought that counts. But anyway, I'm getting way out of hand here, oh, by the way, my name is Genesis.

Imagine loving death but not life. Imagine just feeling that need to die but not to live. Genesis Swan is a seventeen-year-old girl who is in love with death. She has no clue why she loves it so much but knows that she needs to follow it. She never thinks of herself as "depressed" just crazy for acting like a normal girl. Genesis thinks of many ways of how she might die but never thinks of doing it. Yet. Her days of smoking cigarettes so she can kill herself faster and doing as many stupid things as possible. Including falling in love. Matthew Brown is the boy that Genesis thinks that he could be the key to love. As they spend time together Genesis then figures out something that she's never felt before. Love. As the days move on, Genesis figures out new things and stuff that she's never known before. Love has never been in her dictionary before, but now because of Matthew Brown, it might just appear in it because of him. Genesis is the "screwed up" girl, but Matthew only knows her as a girl that's afraid of new things. Things like him.