Is It Love or Lust?

Hello to all, My name is Rufus Christian Jr. I'm the oldest of 5. Raised by a hard working mother who raised us by herself. I learned to cook and clean like a house wife and be the man of the house at the same time. For me growing up it was school, house work then part time job. Mom did all she could by herself but I did the rest. 4 boys and 1 girl by me being the oldest they look up to me. I was told I wouldn't finish high school I did. They say I couldn't write a book I did, They said I wouldn't make in the army but I did. See Im that guy that if you tell me I can't do it I do it just to show you I can. That drive is in all of us but no one more then my little brother. Larry L Christian he is the one that put me. And without him I would be lost he's my angel that help to guide me. And I thank god for him every day. So to all that read this book I hope you enjoy it.