I Was a Whore at Four

This book was not written as most books, where the author knows they were meant to write a book. This book did not even start with a storyline or outline. It was written by the author, as she was forced to revisit her horrendous past as a child sex slave from the age of four to eighteen. She reveals how she was finally able to escape the lifelong terror of her captor. As she writes, she realizes that the end of her life as a child sex slave, was the beginning of a beautiful life (foreordained by her loving Father in heaven), which she could have never imagined possible. When the time finally arrived for her to confront all the living family members about her child sexual slavery/ abuse, the author discovered mind-blowing truths which answered the most significant question of all. Who was complicit in her child sex slavery so many years ago? On her journey to find answers, she received revelation after revelation— that undeniably—led her to complete closure and healing. Her story is a powerful representation of God’s grace and restorative power for all mankind; proving that only Jesus could bring her such wonderful wholeness. A wholeness in Him which now allows her to walk in sublime innocence and purity before the world; because He is able. She has overcome the shame and stigmatism to become a powerful advocate against child sexual slavery/ abuse.
The author unravels her adult journey as she deals with her fourteen years as a child sex slave. As she searches for complete closure, she likens this journey to the unraveling of an afghan—as she located and pulled the one string that would expose the total meaning behind her life’s pain and suffering. This string, pulled at just the right time, brought her total insight, meaning and hope; that was buried behind all of life’s former minutiae. At just the right time, her adventure to find truth began, and took on a life of its own; with her loving Father’s direction. May other adult victims of child sex slavery/ abuse find their own string as well— to begin their path to closure. And receive eternal salvation, comfort, and the unconditional agape love of the Lord.