Jason Wallace: 142 books

Yet from moment one,You were the only oneLove for me from first sightNever feeling so lonely asThis has left me all becauseWe couldn't get things rightBut if we had, we mightBe together stillMore than just a yesterdayWe wasted away, so since weNever tried, we never willAnd know no more than nothing left to say

You did me inFrom the start,When you talked to me.You had my soul. You had my heart,But you wanted much more than me.

Love, love, loveI don't believe itIf you ask me againI could leave itIt's a lieThat someone once startedTo tell the innocentAnd the brokenheartedSo why even tryA four letter wordSo venomous, a curseOf all untruths, the worstOh why, oh why

One of the loneliest and darkest times of my life, demonstrating the emergence of the depths of the human soul, brought out in verse.

I know. I know. I know.You just had to goI'm not glad you wentBut with all those crazy nightsI'm so glad you cameWhen you wake upIn the dead of nightFeeling so emptyAnd full of frightRemember who still loved youAnd if you hadHe just might

You ain't everGonna break my heart.You already took my pride.You lied to meFrom the startAnd stole everythingI had inside.I just wanna die.

You had me back when I actually tried to care.I changed my life just to live your liesWhen all I was inside was just so scared.You’re the proof that you can’t reuseSomething used up and hardly there,Like every bit of you that I was so into.You told me I was the one and then the oneThat was so...

The greatest love I have ever known, with or without me, love's brightest ray ever shoneWe may be togetherNever againBut I will love youEvermore

He was always the oneWhen it was all said and doneAfter years with meYou went running back to himYou two weren't together that longAnd you knewHe never wanted youHe still told me he would never be tied downBut he took youFrom my house to hisAnd gave up ten yearsOf what I thought was friendshipBy takingEverything I hadAnd togetherYou two are...Everything Bad

Baby, I...Never meant to hurt youI never...Meant to make you cryI can't understand howYou could stay with me nowI just can't see whyYou would be so forgivingTo someoneWho abused your loveAnd took you for grantedI never gave you enough

So now youCan please forgive meI want to give youEverything that makes life worth livingYou think I fulfill your dreamsBut I only pray I canSometimes it somehow seemsThat I'm too much of a manAlways questioning somethingNever fully acceptingNot realizing what I haveAlways second guessing

Leave me as you met me...So lonely and scared.Please forget me...Very cold and gray.I can still see youAnd hear the words you tried to say.You called me by nameAnd faded away...But all I didWas come to watch you play...Come out to watch you play...Come back down and don't be afraid...It'll all be over in an instant...

What if a dead relative made contact with you years after her passing? What if you were the only means of contact from the world beyond to this? What would be their demand of you? Would you comply and give them whatever they ask for, or would you run? This is the true story of one such encounter, that happened in 1997.

She may have regrets, but I don't, unless you count ever loving her.If I could, I would just take off,Far away and stay away for my sake; allYou had to do was love me a little more.You couldn’t do it when I gave youEvery chance to change and even me to save youFrom yourself, but you couldn’t help but me, ignore.I don’t know what you ever loved me for.