Someone to See Me

i worked as a teacher for many years after i finished my literary studies. i have always wanted to write and this is the first time that i publish something of my own. i didn't expect it to be a erotic story but the thing is that i love it and i enjoyed writing it. it is about me discovering the darker side of my sexuality and how i came to end my marriage at the age of forty. i refer to two meetings i had with two different men, one when i was nineteen and the other one when i was forty. they both changed my life. there is rough sex and submission involved, hard anal and bondage too. i realized as i was writing that i really wanted to share these experiences with others and that i was also honoring a very important part of my life. i believe it is all very important because it brought me closer to my real self and face to face with choices that led to some very serious decisions. what follows is a true story, it is not fiction.
any feedback will be greatly appreciated.
thank you for reading.