Philippa Cameron: 3 books

Elle is 16, she's sweet and funny, she's got a best friend, Libby, who despite her bad temper and foul mouth somehow complements Elle, her parents are loving and supportive, and a boy called Sam appears to want to be more than just friends. A perfect life. There's just one problem....

How do you get through every day when you think you should be dead?  Elle is 13 when she realizes she is not meant to be here. Telling her parents lands her in therapy and on anti-depressants, and by the age of 16 nothing has changed…  It doesn't stop Elle trying to get through her days...

When the phone rings in the middle of the night, Hayley knows it is not good news, and she's right: her boyfriend, Jesse, is missing after a night of fun at the local quarry, and she might have been the last one to see him alive...  17-year-old Hayley is counting down the days to when she can...