Jama Literary Agency: 12 books

Sometimes, I....Can't let myself trustNo one's ever been trueSo I know that I mustBelieve in it allBelieving in youOr nothing makes any senseSo can I let goAnd let you in

Life goes onAnd onTil it's all drawn to a closeIt stretches so farThat nobody knowsUntil it's goneIf I could make amendsFor the things that I've doneMaybe we could be friendsAnd I could think of my regretsAnd have none

I...Don't want to hurt youBut I...Don't know how much I can careAll I doIs seem to curse youAnd I...Don't know if that's being fair

Painful regretful memoriesBroken and unshapedTorn and scattered, shatteredBy your unending hateTragedy and miseryAre what love really isSo I know it existsBecause it happens every dayWhether anyone wants itSomeone always paysI was so stupidYou know you used me

We are all lost,Tossed in a sea of shit and rot,Taught to be ourselves,But really, all they think we should’ve thoughtTo be as they made us be.I’m just as bad at this allAs I used to be.I’m worn down to naught and caughtUp in a whirlwind of decay and haven’t gotTwo cents of sense to know what to believe,But in all this time, you should be used to me.

One day we mayWork it all outLeave out the doubtSay face to faceAll these thingsWe saySo constantlyWishin that weCould make the miles disappear

Every time you've been hurtingI've found myselfSo sad and yearningWishing and waitingHoping and hatingThat I have to wait longerBecause every minute I can't have youI feel I need to be strongerAnd can't quite do itDo itBut from the moment you said I love youI knew itKnew it

After all these yearsAnd all the tears that I causedIf I calledWould you even know me at allWould you still care if I diedSince I leftHave you criedI never meant to hurt youSo much with all the lies that I toldBut I was still growin upLookin out for my ownNot even that oldBut old enoughTo know enough to goTo get goneEnough to show I realized I was wrong

One way what weWanted to beMight not come trueWe might not seeWe might not be freeFrom pain of regretWe might not yet haveWhat we should getWe might be stuckIn a place dammed upA place broken downA place lost now

What you think is so damn greatDisappears so fast it’s strangeYou think someone is perfectHoping they’ll never changeBut when they doIt’s hell on youSo thanks for giving me hellYou’re so ****** upNo one can tellYou used to almost be normal

Forgive meFor ever caringBut there is no one elseSo goodComparingAnything they are to youYou are so perfect it scares meYou make me breathe just barelyAnd now you’re leavinTreatin me unfairlyI thought we knewThat sometimes forever just can’t be foreverWhen two people can’t be togetherWithout tellin each other the truth

I try to see...But it all keeps me blindedCan't take one more chanceCuz every chance ain't worth takinIn fact, even one in a billionIs as fake asEvery other one I ever knewSomeone newWould only tear me downAnd leave me downIt ain't even worth the thought of thatIf I come backIt won't be for long, itWon't be too soonWon't be no welcome partyWon't be no room