Ha Rui: 5 books

My name is Calla Lind. Ever since my reawakening, I have live my life the way I wanted. I was able to be Calla, meet people as Calla, and have people see me as Calla. I had thought to let go of the past and be free of it. Now I know, letting go also means moving on...

How can you lose something you never have? When your own mother poisons you to gain pity from others, how should you feel? Why am I, the youngest, being married off? How can I care about something that is never mine?

I was dying – it was inevitable. The poison given to me over the course of several months had spread throughout my veins and seeped into my bones. I was alone. There was not a single person to hold me, to comfort me, or to cry for me... I was all alone...

2 years is short... 2 years is long... Days pass like years. Years continue on for eternity. Do you still remember the promise?

My name is Calla Lind. For 20 years, I have lived within the shadow of my beautiful older sister - chasing and holding onto an illusion of love. A love that will never belong to me... Now with this second chance of life, I won't chase after illusion. I won't rely on someone else for happiness. I will do what I want, enjoy what I do, and learn to let go...