Bitched Uncut - Raw Humiliation!

When my daughter pointed out how I must feel being used in Howie's journal which he later turned into a story, we had that pool party to get even but that didn't get my dignity back. I needed to put an end to this uneasy feeling inside me. Howie may have been humiliated but the longer I thought about it, so did I. I felt used and it didn't sit well. I couldn't deal with the humiliation knowing he used me for his self gratification because he thought I so ugly!